Monday, March 05, 2007

I might just go crazy if I'm not already. There are a lot of things to think about, mainly, responsibility and truth.
It is true that I tend to be quite irresponsible. I thought quite a few people hinted at that, and when Ms Ong reminded me to do research for the symposium, I asked her why people were always so worried about me not doing research, and she replied with a mysterious ":)", which I take to mean "I'd rather not embarrass you by telling you how irresponsible you can be, Noelle." And then, so what? It's true. I'll try.

Truth. That's a sticky subject that I'd rather not talk about. Besides, nowadays you can't tell what's real and what's not, so why bother trying? Haha. It all depends on what your line is. You know, that line between the Truth and the Not Truth, which for me - and probably the entire human race as well - is becoming increasingly blurry. I used to think that if I believed really hard in something, it would become true simply by virtue of my conviction. Young and dumb (: Age and reality hit you like a ton o' bricks.

I hope for something more than just a sweet sixteen. I mean, how boring can things get? I'm not a sweet person by nature anyway, so something more exciting would be in order, like a salty, tangy, musty, dank, artificially-manufactured flavour.
writeasongalone.
helloyoucanbemymuse.

- what is it you see?
by @ 10:12 PM