Thursday, March 22, 2007

I know why the nice smell before the rain is petrichor and not ozone, or maybe a mixture of both. It's because the wind blows the petrichor from somewhere else (where it's already raining). It's one of my favourite smells! And possibly for many other people as well. Vivifying. I am a Before The Rain Smell fan.
I give you a cup of ash. I give you a phoenix. Someone asked me about the phoenix rising from the ashes, and I said Maybe it's just taking a long time to rise. I'm 99% sorry if I made people feel like they were shitforbrains, because everyone's been seeming so puerile the past few days, and it's not really my fault that I heard what you said, or looked at you at the wrong time. Or maybe, you really do have shitforbrains, in which case, I don't think it is within my ability to help you. Please don't bother. I thought that today was not a bad day at all. Had a nice talk with Jia Wen about FEAR and how it makes you screw up so badly, so badly. Even without fear, you could still screw up. No one's counting the number of times, so go ahead. I give you my fullest approval. I don't even know why I get so scared about these things. They call them irrational fears! Phuck you and your illogical.

My hands are dirty from training.
My hands are dirty from other things as well.
Don't look at me like that.
I make the most of all of this.
youtrytohitmejustothurtmesoyouleavemefeelingdirtycosyoucan'tunderstand. We're going down, and you know that we're doomed. We are.

- so you leave me feeling dirty.
by @ 7:29 PM