Friday, February 02, 2007

Today I woke up at four-ish again, and I had 2 dreams. The first was weird, and it had lots of voodoo dolls turned upon their head like the one Yina gave me, and a sanitary pad and an effigy of some thing I can't remember, and she was prostrating in front of it. So, unsettling.
The second one isn't so vivid, but I woke up with what I can only describe as yearning, possibly the loneliest feeling in the world.
I'm tired because it goes around and around in circles, and I really want to sleep until I never want to sleep ever again. Sleep is good.
The world is watching me squirm. Ha, you delight in my discomfort.
Have you ever worked yourself so hard that when you stand up to walk, your muscles feel like collapsing under your weight? And being a bio student, I would hesitate to call the brain a muscle, like how the heart is a muscle, because all it is, is fat.

Anyway, school was alright for the most part.

- what is optional and what is necessary.
by @ 8:13 PM