Wednesday, February 14, 2007

I hope they're not disappointed in me because I didn't turn up for the fitting. They found a replacement, which I'm relatively happy about, seeing as how matters of the camp are going. Haha maybe if I pretend to not know everything will clear itself up and this mess will self-implode. I'm trying my hardest not to hurt anyone now, and I hope it works. Just because I don't hate someone, doesn't mean I like them at all. In fact, if I don't LIKE you, then I probably mildly dislike you, so people whom I don't talk to: don't get your hopes up at all. I'm trying, I swear.
I WILL STOP BEING SO IRRESPONSIBLE! It really sucks then no one will trust me, you know! Be RESPONSIBLE. On a reasonably brighter note, the Maths test was OKAY! Surprisingly. Must be the self-study session at NLB that did the trick! I think I absorb better in an unfamiliar environment.

I hope the air clears soon and they're happy again. It's not really uplifting to be around people who are sad all the time ): Makes one kind of a little depressed too.

- she paints her lip/greasy and thick
by @ 8:00 PM