Thursday, February 22, 2007

I can only observe obliquely, inhale deeply from the corner of my eye. And when we talk (or don't, for that matter), it is nothing, because it all dissipates in resignation. Resignation is better than whimpering uncertainty, which is why I can look up and safely say that no matter what happens, forgetting is so much easier than I think. Constantremindersconstantreminders. I feel a little sick at how surreptitious I am. If you knew.


We won today! 9-7. I wasn't too pleased with my batting cos I didn't feel like I wanted it enough. However, I think I was able to make peace with myself today, after reading Tom's email. Peace is nice (: Didn't field all too badly lah, except for that one throw when I used my kidney to think instead of my brain. Why do I take myself so seriously anyway?

- Herlgrey: This is my secret. Can you figure it out?
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