Sunday, August 27, 2006
:D I don't know why I always do this to myself. It's like I walk into my own little mess. You know, sometimes even if I know something isn't going to turn out well, I still do it anyway. And it's not like I haven't experienced such things before. I'm like the trekker in the jungle who deliberately chooses the brambly path for "kicks" and then realises she's ended herself in deep sh*t when she gets stuck in quicksand/encounters assorted range of dangerous wild animals/meets Barney. I'm not angry at anyone, I'm just angry at myself haha. Plus, I'm probably afraid of disappointment as well, not so much failure. Failure I can take, when it comes to like goal-setting and stuff, but it's more the other OTHER stuff that can't be measured that's disappointing. Aiya WTH so incoherent. Haha.