Tuesday, June 06, 2006
I'm not angry that she called us back to school today for a Session Hardly Productive (save for being scolded). Okay, maybe a little, but I'll give her that we deserve it. It's just so damn frustrating to be under a teacher who can't get her emotions under control, is so childish and so insecure. You expect some maturity from us? Well you should take your own advice. And frankly, I'm so, so sick of the way you handle yourself and things and I'm so irritated I don't know how to be coherent. I know you won't ever change your opinion of me, and that's completely fine, because I've given up trying to prove myself or defend myself. Everytime I try, it just gets dismissed or I get talked down to, and honestly I don't know why I even bother. I don't know, maybe you need some time off. Gosh woman, you remind me of my own mother. That's no insult to you or Mummy but I think you should really get a hold of yourself and try to find a balance in your life. Yes, I really admire you for your passion and your dedication to this CCA but sometimes you're over the top. I can't tell you what I think because - why, I'm a mere student. I probably know close to NOTHING? INSUBORDINATION! you say. If people asked me for advice, I'd give it to them, but I'm not going to hang myself if they don't take it. Why can't you just let people make their own bloody mistakes? And just because people take Coach's word on that matter more seriously, you're going to bang yourself up over it?! Or what, get "cheesed off"? Then you ask us if your words carry less weight than Coach, and you expect us to give you an honest answer when you're in that state?? How the hell do you expect us to respect you like that? Look, if you don't know what to do with me, I don't know what to do with you either.- raindrops don't fall.
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