Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Just because things don't go the way you want them to doesn't mean anything. Who says I can't chase two dreams at once? Okay, maybe one is on hold, but I'll keep at it. I wish things could go my way all the time (just like Sven Goran Eriksson does ;)), but sorry not gonna happen.


Plus, I'm just killing myself feeling this way. Time to move on d00d! It's not good for you.

One day, I'm going to visit Jordan, Tuscany and Budapest. I won't stay stuck here, although Singapore isn't such a bad place. I mean, you could probably store your entire life savings in the NLB here, because security is so bloody tight nowadays. We do have people that come to our rescue though, like that nice lady who told me to hide my papers in my jacket and then when I went out I stuck them in in my pants! Haha it's okay to have tight security. You know what they always say: Red tape breeds creative minds.

Right now I'm feeling normal and insignificant. I mean, even if I could, I couldn't save the world by running 1000 miles or 10 000 pushups can't change the way you feel by eating 100kg of 'ham' (Those are the cockles. I hate cockles.). I CAN'T ELIMINATE POVERTY AND SICKNESS AND SHIT THAT THE WORLD SHOVELS OUT. I'm not going to try to do all that :D Haha I mean. Okay I am pretty happy as it is but I don't think I'll be satisfied if I live a "normal" kind of life. AIYA, what's wrong with living a NICE AND SIMPLE LIFE HUH HELL, WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU THRILL-SEEKING POP ADRENALIN JUNKIE. SHUT UP. Okay. Haha that above part about saving the world is something I'd HATE to read on a blog, and just to assure you, I don't mean it. It's pretentious and kind of 不自量力 and self-righteous and read'n'rolleyes kind of material. Haha. Today we did CIP at Society for the Physically Disabled, and I think helping them to pack envelopes is better than last year's jumble sale which not only was a complete failure, but we also didn't do much. At all.

I know I'm not right all the time, and I waste food and I am at a loss for words sometimes and nothing comes out or the wrong things come out and I just stare. YUP YUP I'M GOING TO TURN OUT FINE DESPITE FRAGMENTED AND INCOHERENT POST!

- colgate
by @ 9:27 PM