Friday, April 14, 2006

I wonder how much people lose of themselves in the GOV (TEH GAHMEN!) LJJ and I were just talking that day about how people can work in politics and that it definitely requires... Hmm, a passion? I wouldn't wanna work in the GAHMEN! Pity 309 missed the MP that came to talk! I thought it was gonna be Grace Fu coming to talk? Apparently not huh.

I wonder how people can be honest on their blogs. I can't! You never know (when/who/what/deranged stalker) is reading. You know, I kind of want to let everybody know what I'm feeling and BARE MYSELF (exhibitionist is surfacing! beware.) but on the other hand, I can't really bring myself to. I think a lot of things I feel/think are not very appropriate, and would be either offensive or quite shocking to potential readers. And I don't feel like being all MYSTERIOUS about what I'm talking about, because I hate it when people do it on their blogs, and it irritates me a bit. Haha maybe it's the kaypoh Singaporean in me! If you want to say something, say it all and say it clearly, don't hide it in a haze of mysterious "you"s and "mysecretbananapancake"s.
What's happening to me anyway! I used to be so much more.. HMM how should I say this. Romantic? Haha I mean in terms of thinking, I used to be very idealistic - not that I'm completely NOT now, but I'm quite a bit more realistic than I used to be. It's not exactly a bad thing now that I'm more grounded, and I see things more in perspective I guess. Sometimes I can't have everything I want, even if I really really really want it. (: Haha. I WILL TELL MYSELF NO! YOU CAN'T! I don't think I have much willpower when it comes to certain things though, it depends. I like doing what I want though, which is what I do most of the time, and maybe. We can make certain concessions.

- miss politician!
by @ 10:27 PM