Monday, April 24, 2006

Today was largely uneventful. It seemed to pass really really quickly and although there was one major thing that pissed me off, ie: Shit-for-Brains Nationals convenor, it wasn't unpleasant or anything (: Everything was ZOOMZOOMZOOM and I found the bio test surprisingly easy, very straightforward. Glad I studied, although I should have paid more attention to the lysogenic/budding thing. Ohwell, I think I'll get half the marks for that question at least, which is not so bad. Then stayed back after school to do gong han, but inevitably talked 3/4 of the time. PLUS! Sharon and I are going onstage to promote the FUNFAIR! Like feed the hype and all that.

I know, I'm very selective about my friends and according to Sharlene, too judgemental. I don't know.. Really? I agree that I don't really talk to some people in class, like the quieter ones, but I don't have anything to say to them! I mean sure, I'd be more than happy to talk if they approached me. I don't get it why people are so scared of me! Am I too LOUD? Is that the problem? Am I being insensitive by saying what I think? And if I were to suddenly go up to them and try to strike conversation, wouldn't they find it really weird? I mean if someone I didn't really talk to suddenly came up and tried to talk to me, I would (ever cynically) think that they had some kind of ulterior motive. And when you question my choice of the people I choose to talk to, it's all about the chemistry. Really! No kidding. I won't talk much to people I don't feel comfortable around or don't particularly like. Aiya I know that's really bad, but I can't help it! What do you want me to do? Talk to people I don't like? DON'T dislike them? STOP being so picky? Sorry, but I don't know if I can do that.
Apparently I have a knack for getting into trouble, and sticking in people's heads for getting into trouble. Sharlene was telling me about how Seah Hui Yong (teacher who scolded me for slouching and other inappropriate behaviour during a talk about statistics) mentioned my name in her class. There was this girl called Xiao Bei, who apparently didn't like her name, and then Seah Hui Yong said that her name quite suited her, because she was cutesy and all that. THEN she said "Can you imagine if Noelle Tam, that girl from class 309 had your name?"
WTF?! HAHAHA. Hello, my name is Xiao Bei.

- a lifetime
by @ 7:20 PM