Wednesday, March 22, 2006

I shouldn't be here, I don't want to be here, and technically, not allowed to. But here I am. Haha. The stupid FOOT AND FANFARE proposal is due tmr and even after Li Shian and I spent around an HOUR DOING THE BLOODY THING I FORGOT TO BRING IT HOME. ): Well, I guess I have to rush it tomorrow, but I won't be doing a very good job. As of now, I have a maths worksheet, chinese jian bao and a beautifully (pretty) important history assignment which took many people days (note the plural) to finish, and I'm supposed to finish it tonight. It's not as though I haven't had time to do it. I mean, I've had LITTLE time yeah, but I HAVE had time, and I should have completed something!! Now I'm not stressing out or anything, but I feel very irritated at myself. I don't think I command the report that Sebastian gave me actually, and she really overestimates my influence. This is proof that she doesn't know me very well - she only thinks she does. And considering she's actually the only one that gave me a favourable review, I think it's been pretty much outplayed by the rest anyway. Well, better than the teachers that didn't bother. I thought I'd get something along the lines of "shows blatant disrespect" or "is a nonconformist that finds it exceedingly difficult to abide by the rules". And what about "potentially the country's next anarchist"?

We changed our seating places today! I'm not unhappy with where I'm at now! At least have Sharon to keep myself amused, and Li Shian is within talking-moderately-loudly distance and have Jessie and Hui Shan in front. Actually there's nothing to be not satisfied about.

Haha my posts are so turn-offish, at least to me they are, because they just reek of cynicism. Believe me, I probably wouldn't be like this in "real life". HAHA. byebye.

- the moment of truth in your lies.
by @ 9:38 PM