Friday, October 21, 2005

what's MY problem today? I feel like the snake's legs.

I FEEL LIKE A SALTY GENERIC BISCUIT. why do I have to do this and that and things?
everytime I don't want something to happen, it happens. It's not like I do it on purpose. Capital Letters Are Intimidating. I should go escape to my R-O-Y and stop being such an Idealist with a Capital I. Not sleeping well.
"Thinking about WHO?" asks minxuan.
"No one." Many people.

Today was boring. I think it's fun that the monitresses get to do stuff, even though it's duty. JEALOUS. Adele was saying how she'd not want me to be one because of all the Responsibility Involved. haha. tingyun minxuan and I were going around asking teachers if they had anything they needed help with, and we only found Mrs T Wong who wanted us to help her bring up the mozzie-free goodie bags. Burned my tongue drinking hot MILO. and today we also helped Miss Chang Miss Yeo and The School Helper to take out the badminton thing because of the grad ceremony going on in the hall and I want to do moremoremoremore things so that other people have to do less things, but surprisingly enough, even with my Altruistic Efforts, I only managed to get a B for CME. maybe it's because I didn't hand in the booklet.

Today is just One of Those Days when I feel like crawling home and hiding in my closet because I FEEL INSECURE BECAUSE. I have been a Pest today and I am Truly Sorry to all those whom I have been a Pest to. Maybe you don't feel like I've been a Pest, but today I have walked around in your skin (it was tight, I think it split.) and I felt me being a Pest. Don't like Capital Letters Days. I'm different things to different people. When I'm with you, I'm different! but it's all me! Like when I'm with classmates, I'm different from when I'm with softballers or when I hang out with adults ororor family or teachers. sigh. feel tired. want to stop being many things at once. Blogging is a chore.

- nose,noseknows
by @ 9:25 PM