Friday, October 28, 2005

Today, I shall make a confession: I put all the links and stuff on this blog because I want to be able to navigate back and forth between people's blogs without having to use other people's links. hahah. (: okay! confession number one!

Confession no. 2: When I was in kindergarten, I used to like this boy called Waldron Aw. HAHAHA. Sometimes I would write his name on the fogged up parts of the shower glass. Can you blame me? I WAS FIVE. Heyheyhey, my sister had TEN boyfriends okay. I remember the teacher used to complain that our writng was the smallest of the smallest in class, because we always used to compete to see whose writing was smaller, and come to think of it, I don't think I actually liked him all that much :/

Confession no. 3: When my father buys the baguette from Delifrance, I dig holes in the bread and eat the white part so it becomes HOLLOW (: haha. Now I do it less, but now and then temptation strikes!

Confession no. 4: I'm a closet guaikia! (((: Actually, I'm not 'paikia' (intentionally) it's just that some teachers are anal retentive. AND YOU WONDER WHY I HAVE A CHIP ON MY SHOULDER, TEACHERS! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT! Okay, might be lacking a little in introspection, especially after the long talk I had with Ms. Yeo(PL) today. haha I was a REALLY good girl in P1 and P2 and even P3 and half of P4. If I'd persisted, I'd probably have been a prefect, but Mrs Chung changed her impression of me at the lastlastlast minute, or maybe she had the wrong impression all the while. I don't think so though. hmmm. PITY! I actually think I'm 'good'.

Today was fun, quite. (Actually this sentence reminds me of Enid Blyton's ummm stories where people always go, "Yes, let's!") There was the Watoto choir kids and they were so cute! The performance was boomboomboom and they were smiling all the time and the dancing!! I think there's now a tie for my nationality in my next life between Indian and African! Can't decide. The kids were so poor thing though, lost their parents to AIDS, and in 2010, there'll be 40 million kids who are like that. Sigh. I BELIEVE I CAN SAVE THE WORLD! Just do it one child at a time. What am I doing for my NYAA CIP? I am nurturing the leaders of tomorrow at Faith Montessori! Basically, that translates to teaching the kiddies at playschool (:

Today Shirlene Tieh said this to me, "You have strange hair, do you know that? And sometimes you make strange comments." All in all, I am strange, like Emily. HAHAH. BUT SO WHAT? I charmed and bended my way out of a scolding from Mrs Wong (next year HOL) whew. The class donated an apron anonymously to a very DISGRUNTLED and UNGRATEFUL SHIRLEY WONG. I think 'disgruntled' is a funny word, reminds me of a pig having it's grunt taken out. haha. Can't you just be 'gruntled'?

Got back report books as well! Did as badly as expected, or as well. Haha because at a restaurant when you want your glass filled you always say that it's empty? Said amandas. Something along those lines I think. So, I don't feel pessimistic! I think I can get into IP. haha, and here are those 70 plusplus people who don't think they can get into IP? I MEAN COME ON GIVE ME A BREAK. I know you want to be modest and everything, but there's somewhere that you draw the line between being modest and being deprecating, and not neccessarily toward yourself, but to others as well. I mean, what kind of message are you sending out to those people who got 60+? That if you're not good enough, they haven't much hope either?

On the way home, saw at a bus stop 'Jobs for foreigners, N.S. for S'poreans' that some vandal marked out on the display at the back. HELLO, DISGUSTING BEHAVIOUR ALERT. WTH if you've got a bone to pick, stop whinging about it and go suggest something new to the government instead of splashing it all over public property. Anyway, I don't think 'Jobs for foreigners' is justified, cos even though Singapore has imported talent, they don't favour foreigners over locals and it's based purely on meritocracy - if you're better, you get the job, if you're not better, you don't get it. Life sucks, so what? DEAL WITH BLOODY IT. UGHHH CANNOT STAND VANDALS.

- confessions!
by @ 9:15 PM