Wednesday, July 13, 2005
lucy in the skyyy with diamonds. tonight I shall listen to elton john to cool down. of course beatles version is best.Picture yourself in a boat on a river
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly
A girl with kaleidoscope eyes
Cellophane flowers of yellow and green
Towering over your head
Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes
And she's gone
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Aaaaaah
Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain
Where rocking horse people eat marshmallow pies
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers
That grow so incredibly high
Newspaper taxis appear on the shore
Waiting to take you away
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds
And you're gone
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Aaaaaah
Picture yourself on a train in a station
With plasticine porters with looking glass ties
Suddenly someone is there at the turnstile
The girl with kaleidoscope eyes
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Lucy in the sky with diamonds
yep we played badly today. I came home and ate a LOT of chocolate. haha omg this bad. we have to stop losing or I'll get fatter and fatter. when in doubt, shut up.
I KNOW I cause ms ong a lot of distress and honestly, I AM the worst of the lot in terms of mouthing off and talking back. I'd feel EXACTLY the same if I were in her position.
but I guess she should also put things in perspective. it's only a game. we don't have to be scolded and "whacked". yes, we played badly. we deserved to lose and yeah get
scolded or at least reprimanded. oestrogen overload laaa. everyone crying. think also cause ms ong been under a lot of stress. hope it's not entirely our fault..YES I'M BAD AND RUDE
KILL ME OR SOMETHING. I'm really sorry. and the last at-bat I wasn't even thinking about the waiting for the strike and stuff. noelle don't say you DIDN'T think. THINK! sometimes I
get irritated with myself and I want to punch myself too. haha not only you you know.. haha didn't mean to be a selfish player by swinging at the last strike. and I should throw harder as
a catcher. but I hate catching. ahwells. you know what, if I played softball anywhere else, I'd play in another position. if I told coach he'd just dismiss me anyway. and it might be selfish to
say that I don't want to be catcher. I could be a lot better at catching if I wanted to, but I don't feel the motivation to. I love softball, but I can't be stuck in a position I don't like. as corny as it may sound,
I don't feel true to myself. I know the team needs a catcher but why do I have to be the one to do it? yes, it's an important position but so what? I can field just as good as anyone, in fact I would be better
than I am now if coach and ms ong didn't stop giving me fielding training. it really sucks to have everyone else field and I have to catch. it's not fun at all. at least I have consolation in batting. I LOVE BATTING. it's my
pet skill to master. pet position would probably be 3rd base. I could still play catcher, but I don't want to play there all the time. I hate the pressure. I like batting lots cos I have no pressure. I'll take any pitcher you throw at me.
I can step up to bat with utmost confidence that if I wait for my pitch, it'll go out. I just can't say the same for catching. I should be good there too! I SHOULD BE ABLE TO PLAY ANYWHERE. I CAN. shut up noelle. I CAN. sHUT UP. I CAN.SHUTUPsdkfjbndwaefjfw
OH SHUT UP. I have enough angst now to use the f-word. but naaah. not me. at least not me when I have time to think about it. sometimes I will when I get a shock eg: hit in the ass with a bat. well, that's excusable. haha I think.
should start thinking about what to write to ms ong in apology letter. maybe I should type it, because i'll run out of ink and threr'll be lots of cancellations. ahahha. I do have an awful lot to say. maybe I shouldn't.
maybe I should just talk to her face to face. hahhaa. then again maybe not. cos i'll never get everything oujt at once. byebye!
- Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes. And she's gone.
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