Saturday, December 11, 2004

liverpool final 16 (((((((((((((: there's a joke you know. what's the best football league in the world?epl? no. primera liga? la liga? bundesliegen(sp?) it's the CHAMPIONS league. hahahagedditgeddit. hahahahonestly now I think epl is most exciting. on the international stage, brazil and france are entertaining too! but I'm not a big fan of the south american football league itself cos it's so slow. haha. nysb is like liverpool in a way. it has a history that precedes it's current form. HAHA ohwell maybe coach is houllier HEHEHE. no la. just gotta work harder. but liverpool's odds are against them whichever team they draw [needa check the papers!!]. but don't worry they have stevie (((: you'll neeeeveeerrr walk aloooone. sighsigh wish I could have watched maradona play


training wasn't REALLY good today. still came in last for the running but time improved by 5 mins. not a surprise cos last time ran like shit. haha. then throws accuracy supposedly increased by one but there was one I dont think ms ong should have counted but she did cos of um "by something rule of average" or something la. so I didn't really improve. although I could have done better. had 2 super painful sores on my foot. fly balls improved. 9/10! (((: grounders sadly only 5/10 but it's cos of the throws la. if not can get 8/10. I know what confidence is. I just gotta have more of it and become technically better. that's it. I did one more pushup than last time! HAHA. (((: I WANT THE REEBOK SPEED ROPE. better still get me the nike speed rope. though it's twice the price. I WOULD BUY NIKE!!! but so ex. SIGH. $20.90 vs $9.80 for the same product [reebok one the handles are diff though, more diff to hold and have to get used to it.] of course pick the $9.80 one la. anywayyy.

ms ong wants to talk to my parents. eff it. it's really MY prob right??!!! I was thinking about it on the way home and yupp I still haven't learned. there were already 2 major things before my sec 1 year. first was in p4 with mrs chung. then with anne tay in p5. and you know WHAT? could have been avoided! if not for me and my mouth. one was because I didn't know when to open my mouth. and the other one was because I said the wrong thing. rarr I WANT to think ms ong is overreacting but honestly, I've had at least one situation where it could have changed part of my youth and yet I missed the opportunity. so it's not the first time you know. it's not. why haven't I learned T_T

so stop telling me you're sick of telling me this. I've heard so many "you've got so much potential noelle, if only blahblahblah..." from SO MANY FUCKING PEOPLE. what is it you want exactly?? I'm 13. haha not young enough to not claim responsibility for what I do and I'm supposed to be old enough to know better. it comes with maturity. you're right, I may not know when to say the right thing at the right time. but you also overlook other things in me. am I only attitudal? you don't know. I was doing so much goalsetting ytd [part of my er psychological "makeover" this wasn't inspired by anyone. it's just this thing I'm going to do so my softball and other things will improve. it's not bullshit! haha] and one of the goals was to change my attitude. you never seem to see improvement. at least 2 people have said they see an improvement but you know what? maybe it's just not good enough. haha. wait and see wait and see la.

and I wish my friends weren't so nice to me when I ask them if I have an attitude prob. I've asked so many people. HAHA you guys ain't HEATHER so why are you scared of me?? HAHAHAH [AHH I STEPPED ON HER FOOT! -runs away- hahahahahahhaha] I tell you ah. hahaha. I'd make a scale with ms ong on one end and heather on the other.

so. see you at the finish line.

- final 16??
by @ 5:20 PM