Monday, November 29, 2004

... seedful grapes are sweeter than seedless (((:

I can NEVER be a celeb cos I'd always say the wrong things! ahha media fodder alert. aiya whatever la. had full day trg today. was not particularly exciting. and I don't really like playing with the yellow ball things. got struck out twice I think.

yeah I can agree with ms ong about talking alot and shit, but she only sees things from her own perspective. she doesn't know me well enough to say certain things about my character. she's done enough to deserve my respect but she takes it for granted that she is automatically entitled to it. it's not wrong totally, but it's irritating cos she's not exactly old and grey and wise. she's young by teacher standards. it's so super frustrating. LISTEN UP. you just don't know how to talk to me. you know the way you talk to me just makes me want to act like that more. I don't CARE if you take away my position as QM cos it sucks really, the way you make me sound. I'm gonna take this in my own stride and not by anyone else's. don't tell me what to do. I know I'll have to modify my personality to suit you and that's fine by me but don't expect it to happen overnight. hopefully you won't talk to me about this again. it makes me want to punch you [sorry].
sure, you'll still get a christmas card.

you know, there are people who can explain things to me in a much clearer and mature way. and they are way younger than 25. I guess it's something you should look into. but who am I to say it? after all I am just your pathetic little sec 1 softballer who has a shit attitude. ok forget it, shan't make myself angry longer. ((: smile! and don't get it wrong la huh, I don't hate her. but I know 6 people that don't like her already, so I think she's got a problem too. haha. REJOICE! shampoo. I use alfapro yay.

alright! I shall give out christmas cards. I know it's so atypical of me but maybe santa will give me an extra present. and I'll go up a notch on the niceness scale which right now is around -5. so I'll be -4. ((:

hey you know why ABUSE is ABUSE. cos it's like ABnormal USE. haha. wow am I slow?

all I want for christmas is... um. I dunno! world peace! no more hunger or poverty! a cleaner greener earth. less violence. more autonomy for students in schools! an ipod would be nice. I think it's kinda sad that christmas is so commercialised. I guess you can't help it.

shall learn to play other songs on the guitar! tookles.

- grape
by @ 7:39 PM